Sorry Baby...

Baby,

Ye shayad meri taraf se sabse mushkil message hai.

Sabse pehle main ek baat saaf karna chahta hoon...

Aapne mujhe chhoda nahi hai. Ye faisla maine khud liya hai.

Aur na hi main kisi aur ke saath hoon.

Main jaanta hoon ki meri ye baat aapko dukh degi, aur shayad aap mujhe galat bhi samjho, lekin phir bhi main sach bolna chahta hoon.

Pichhle kaafi samay se main apne future ko lekar bahut tension mein hoon. Roz naye pressure, naye darr aur naye sawaal dimaag mein chalte rehte hain.

Kabhi padhai ki tension, kabhi career ki tension, kabhi ghar ki tension...

Aur dheere dheere main khud hi andar se thak gaya hoon.

Mujhe lagne laga ki main na khud ko sambhal paa raha hoon aur na hi kisi aur ko woh waqt aur attention de paa raha hoon jo uska haq hai.

Baby, maine kabhi aapko hurt karna nahi chaha.

Lekin agar main ye sab aise hi chalne deta, toh aage chal kar shayad aur zyada problems hoti. Aur us waqt dard aur bhi zyada hota.

Isliye maine ye mushkil decision liya.

Ye decision na gusse mein liya gaya hai, na nafrat mein, aur na hi isliye ki aap mere liye important nahi ho.

Sach kahun toh aap bahut achhi ho. Aur shayad isi liye main nahi chahta tha ki meri uljhi hui zindagi ka asar aap par pade.

Agar meri kisi baat ne, kisi harkat ne, ya kisi faisle ne aapko rulaya ho...

Toh main dil se maafi maangta hoon. Sorry Baby.

Main jaanta hoon ki sirf "sorry" bol dene se sab theek nahi ho jata. Lekin mere paas aaj isse zyada kuch nahi hai.

Main aapse na intezaar maang raha hoon, na doosra mauka.

Bas itna chahta hoon ki agar kabhi meri yaad aaye...

Toh mujhe ek bure insaan ki tarah mat yaad karna.

Mujhe us insaan ki tarah yaad karna jo aapki bahut respect karta tha, jo aapko hurt nahi karna chahta tha, lekin halaaton ke saamne haar gaya.

Main dil se dua karta hoon ki aap hamesha khush raho, hamesha muskurao, aur zindagi mein bahut aage badho.